The effects of terror stalking will undoubtedly cause the victim of this horrific crime to appear mentally unstable, for the tactics of psychological harassment, demoralization and dehumanization are so subtle and 100% tailored for the targeted individual, so that a target’s accounts of gang stalking, when heard by others, seems surreal, strange and unbelievable.

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One of the contentions many people have said in response to my accounts what has happened of this seemingly protracted harassment and insidious activity, is that in the months between October and January of last year, I had engaged in the use of MDMA, with other foreigners in Guangzhou, China, most of them English teachers and foreign teachers. The use was limited to weekends only, and such weekend use was not consistent for the entire three to four month period, and tapered off by mid January. My association with these foreign teachers seems to have led to the set ups, and gaslighting which took place in mid February. It is clear in my mind that these foreign teachers lured me into weekend parties, so that when the terror stalking began, I could be labeled with substance abuse psychosis. This is often the protocal for terror stalking, to cause a victim to fall into vulnerable situations before the stalking. I have been diagnosed with substance abuse psychosis in a number of institutions, simply because I have recollected out loud to others the event that took place in China in February of 2006. I might add that the serious assault using chemicals, fumes, and laced items of consumption would not have been ideal unless the victim, myself, had aquired a history, however short, or using MDMA. It lends much to having accounts of such covert harassment be labeled as substance abuse psychosis. All of the diagnosis of such have had no medical verification, and could very well be contested in court.Substance abuse psychosis is typically due to extended periods of binge use, in people who are chronic longtime users, who use other drugs as well, and who also have unhealthy eating habits and lifestyles. Below is collected facts sited from DEA and research websites specific to MDMA psychosis. It states that such a psychosis due to MDMA is rarely seen, though may appear in persons who have had a history of mental illness, prior to using the MDMA. This victim of psychological harassment has never been diagnosed with any mental illness during his entire life, nor does such illnesses run in his family.

MDMA use has been associated with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, flashbacks, perceptual changes, depersonalization, and derealization.

Transient psychotic symptoms may occur during intoxication with MDMA, but persistent psychotic symptoms have occasionally been reported as well. In the existing literature, investigators have emphasized the occurrence of psychosis in either chronic heavy users or vulnerable individuals with history of mental illness

Psychotic symptoms of MDMA induced psychosis:

–disoriented to time and place 

–displayed disorganized thought form with delusional ideation involving misidentification and paranoia

–mood euphoric, and no experiencing  of visual or auditory hallucinations

–The diagnosis of MDMA-induced psychotic disorder seems most appropriate when given the absence of any sustained mood disturbance and the lack of evidence of any prodromal symptoms, such as impaired role functioning, social withdrawal, anxiety, or lack of motivation, as typically seen in first-episode psychosis

–the authors described persistent psychosis in individuals who were heavy MDMA abusers and who also chronically misused other illicit drugs.

Although most ‘ecstasy’ users     had some form of mental illness during the four-year study, in the vast majority of cases the problem emerged before they began using ‘ecstasy’There are several cases in the literature of amphetamine psychosis (losing touch with reality) in several extremely heavy users of ‘ecstasy’ and in a light user with a family history of possible paranoid schizophrenia. There is also one case of a young man with no prior history of ‘ecstasy’ use or mental health problems who had a psychotic break following a night of heavy drinking and ‘ecstasy’ use. The latter patient was brought in after pulling people from their cars and attacking their car stereos, apparently believing himself to be taking part in an elaborate role-playing game. With treatment, the patient made a full recovery over two months.     

Psychosis in association with MDMA seems quite rare, probably due to the rarity of prolonged binges (somebody staying high on MDMA for even twelve hours would be unusual, while methamphetamine users routinely go several days without sleep while binging.)

    

A reader asks: “Isn’t a psychedelic drug high a form of psychosis anyway?” To some extent, yes; drugs like LSD, MDMA, and even alcohol impair our ability to accurately perceive and rationally evaluate the world around us. Traditionally, researchers have even described psychedelic drugs as “psychotomimetics”; drugs that imitate psychosis. However, compared to ‘traditional’ psychosis, drug effects are more predictable and usually positive, and offer the considerable comfort of knowing that whatever altered perception of reality that comes from the drug will fade in a matter of hours; people suffering from mental illness have no easy or predictable escape, a much more frightening situation even if the perceptual disturbances are similar to those a recreational psychedelic user might actively be seeking.

Above taken from the following websites:

http://thedea.org/mental.html

http://psy.psychiatryonline.org/cgi/content/full/42/6/525

The MDMA set the stage for his accounts to be seen as some mental distortion due to the weekend parties. These harassments are strange and highly uncommon occurences, and having been recreationally using MDMA on weekends, one is easliy given to attributing such experiences as dillusional. Though, one must look at the facts regarding MDMA psychosis, as well as consider that the psychiatrists who the victim was seen by, all had posturing that was disrespectful, and boardered on mental health abuse, and maleparctice.

For doctors and the like to assume that the victim here has a drug induced psychosis, is unprofessional, and based not on a true psychiatric evaluation, but based on rumours and a condemnation, much the same for many terror stalking victims. They, the doctors, only state a disbelief in the accounts of continual harassment, and slap him with a diagnosis.

• One Doctor at Laguan Beach would only allow the patient, the victim, to leave the facility, if he agreed to take perscribed medication, and state to himself and the doctor, that all the talk about harassment was fantasy. Is this psychiatry, or is this blackmail.

If this be the case, why has the victim not been treated in a manner that would bring him back to reality? Why does the victim have normal functioning within reality, carries on with people, family, and friends, with normal manners? In the psychiatric wards of Grand Junction, Colorado, and Laguan Beach California, the victim witnessed disrepecting posturing from the psychiatrists, and overall ill treatment. Often he was put into a confrontational position with the psychiatrist, by accusation, unprofessional within such a field as psychiatry, from the psychiatrists.

• He has also been victim of outright mental health abuse, in that a doctor in California, stated to a staff member of a rehab, that the victim, his patient, was ‘crazy’. This violates disclosure, and using such a term is demeaning.

Also, he was pressured into going into a psychiatric ward, by a staff member of South Coast Recovery, simply for have a conversation with a fellow client about events that took place in China. Is such recalling of past experiences a break with reality? Is the siting of some foolish harassments by fellow clients a break with reality? Once in the facility, South Coast Medical Behavior Medicines, he was given medication, which caused a contentious fit, and during the contentious fit, he was tackled by staff members, and forced to lay on his stomach, while staff members exerted much force with their elbows, into portions of his back, for nearly five minutes, causing undue physical pain. Is this professionalism, or does this have similarities with others who have identified themselves as having been illtreated and harassed?

Mentally ill people have not the healthy faculty to document and record, rationalize and pinpoint, the way that most victims of outright abuse do. They are confused, disoriented, unstable in social settings, and cannot achieve measurable completedness in tasks.In the South Coast Recovery, one fellow client of the victim asked to be moved to another house in the program, partly due to the fact that she could not endure seeing the outright continual harassment and disrespecting by others in the house directed toward the victim.Evidence is quite conclusive, though no one seems to care or take notice. Organised psychological harassment, ongoing, equates to psychological violence, and all involved in such violence are guilty of criminal harassment, whether they see it that way or not.

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Covert Poisoning and Fumigations in Recovery and 12 Step

I entered South Coast Recovery, San JUan Capistrano, in early August, and left in mid October. What I experienced there was a continuation of what I had experienced at the CIRT rehab in Grand Junction, Colorado, as well as at the Denver International Youth Hostel, in Denver , Colorado.

At South Coast Recovery many of my roomates seemed to be perpetrating spraying at night around my bed. Often my clothing would have been sprayed, for some strange smells would be about them. This would happen to the bedding as well. Identical happenings took place both at the Denver International Youth Hostel, and Colorado West Recovery, Grand Junction.

This awful assult with fumes and strange unnatural scents has been happening for some time, and since it is covertly done, I have never been able to identify it, I have only explained such occurances to friends and family, as well as in some blogs that I have written.

I have been assaulted by covert harassments since February of this year, and one defining element that I have had a hard time explaining to people is scent harassments, chemicals put around me that cause a discomfort in my mouth, and fumigations while lying in bed. The discomfort from the fumes and chemicals, creating numbness, and a strange sensation in the mouth, feels similar to breathing aresol sprays of some chemical cleaner.

Also I have had chemically laced cigarettes, sometimes from packs of my own that have been tampered with. I have been drugged as well, with mild stimulants that seem to make me on edge. I have also had covert chemicals either put in my coffee perhaps not able to identify the source, which cause me to feel quite uncomposed, unsettled, and generally strange.

Possible felony assaults, that may explain some of the covert fumigations I have been having are found in the text below:
quoted:

“The mental and physical effects described by most targets are achieved by covert poisoning using more or less common neruo-interrupters (organic phosphate pesticides), psychotomimetic agents (drugs) and irritants.

Some of these chemicals are mixed when needed with additives to make them behave in desired ways. Some are intended to absorb through the skin and others are intended to out-gas. They are not all used in all the described ways. Some, what I will call irritants, are sprayed on the target and act locally on the skin or spread out slowly with various affects.

Some drugs are mixed with dispersant’s to make them out-gas. These are squirted at or near an isolated target using covert methods. In remote places where possible, constant “Area gassing” is done from neighboring houses. The perps spent a couple days at my neighbors installing the devices they use to disperse their chemicals. I’m sure they are well hidden but I know I can find them. These house devices have been refilled on a regular basis since they were installed. Passing cars/trucks with an electric squirting device are being used, each squirting an out-gassing mixture as they pass by. These were almost constant for several years and are still coming. On the road perps will squirt “out gassing” mixtures from the backs or fronts of their cars/trucks at your car/truck. When they can get away with it perps even do this while walking past in order to gas the target. The chemicals will out-gas quickly or slowly depending on their intended use. The most dangerous assault is the direct assault from a car/truck that has an electrically powered high pressure squirting device behind the grill. These usually squirt pesticide that is intended to stay put and absorb through the skin. This attack can penetrate thick clothing and is usually done in a parking lot or anywhere they can get close to you in a car. Be aware of cars pausing near you or “aiming” at you in parking lots. Individual perps on foot will work their way behind you and squirt your lower back using various covert “rigs”. This is what I first caught one of them doing. The chemicals can be administered by “flipped” coworkers, neighbors, friends, family, local strangers and old or new professional (paid) perps. Neuro-interrupters have a cumulative effect. With successive poisonings there is a gradual decrease in cognitive functioning whidh is what is intended by the perps. I read an account of one victim who had been poisoned to the point that he could no longer speak. A perp will always wait close by to observe the condition of the victim after assaults. The protection against this is waterproof or impermeable clothing or any barrier that will block what is essentially a “high-tech squirt gun” If the victim fails to protect themselves, they will go down as a result of these assaults.

Some psyhcotomimetic agents, usually LSD or similar will be applied to surfaces the victim will ordinarily touch, door handles, cabinet drawers, any place in their home, car and places at work. Daily vitamins, coffee, shampoo or anything used or consumed on a daily basis is a potential contamination target, especially single use items. In the home milk is often contaminated with OP pesticide. It is obvious if put in any clear liquid because the liquid becomes cloudy. Gloves and clothing might be turned inside out and “treated”. Time to change your cloths, don’t forget to shower. The perps will start slowly, only contaminating a single item or items they have control over so no evidence will remain in case law enforcement investigates. After they believe they have compromised the victims credibility they will become more active and aggressive with contamination and all other aspects of the “organized assault”.

When in Denver, as well as in Orange County, and in Upstate NY, I encounter fumes from vehicles.

I can identify most everyone of the people who used these sprays and fumes, pesticides, on me when I was in the three facilities mentioned above.

For near three months, while attending manditory meetings through a recovery program, at the AA/NA meeting held at the picturesque harbor of Dana Point, California, I was psychologically harassed by members of AA as well as NA.

The harassments included gaslighting, directed conversations, and an insidious tactic that involved adding strange and unnatural flavoring to the coffee that I was to drink, and watching me with pleasure as I would try to find the untainted cup, or the untainted hot water dispenser.

The organised level of such an on going harassment was very evident, as they had always carefully planned the seating, and directed certain topics within the monologues spoken, at many of the meetings, that I attended Monday to Friday during the months of August and September of this year.

Sensitised to certain themes while residing at South Coast Recovery, these discussions in the meetings were to cause the victim discomfort, hyper-self consciousness, and demoralization. I might add that I endured an incredible level of harassment while at South Coast Recovery, and what I experienced at the meetings of AA/NA were auxilary to the psychological undermining experienced at South Coast Recovery.

A resident in the South Coast Recovery program I endure nightly harassments with unnaturally strong harassment odours as well as chemical fumes put around me while in bed. The chemical fumes caused a discomfort in my mouth, such as one might feel if inhaling cleaning aerosol, as well as causing a generalised numbness and feelings of anxiety. Clients would alienate me so to cause me to feel that other were talking about me.

Female clients, early in my stay at South Coast behaved in subtle ways, as if to cause me to feel that they considered me to be a homosexual. All of this served to undermine my self worth, composure, and well being, and alienate me in a gener al sense. At South Coast Recovery I endured a daily level of psychological undermining, which was organised, and included several lower staff members, and clients.

At the outside meeting, NA members would stalk me in the distance, large men in sweatpants and hooded sweatshirts. Though I had no problem with the coffee at the NA meetings, I was none the less victim of psychological stalking harassment. Again as in the AA meetings, I was victim of attempts to break my mental stablity with directed conversations, monologues, and stalking postures, all geared towards undermining my morally self worth.

The overall effort, in conjunction with the psychological abuse I endured at South Coast Recovery, was to casue me to feel intense humiliation, with the thematic underlying topics of sexual misconduct in regards to children, or adults. Stalking was so evident in the seating arrangements, and during the meetings these stalkers would stare and glare, especially when topics or words relating to of heinous sexual misconduct, or young children were mentioned.

This kind of harassment may result from a certain behavior, repeated gestures and acts, or words that the person harassed sees as hostile and undesirable. What makes these acts a form of harassment is the way they endanger the dignity, as well as psychological and physical integrity of the person harassed, and turn her/ his work space or study space into hell.

A structured environment such as one found in Alcoholics Anonymous meetings, or 12 Steps groups are ideal venues in which the practice of terror stalking, psychological violence, as well as moral harassment can take place. Members, though not all, are ex-cons, serial criminals, and generally people with hidden dark secrets. Their moral characters are very questionable, and given the right insentives they may easily be lead into repeated psychological terror stalking aimed at undermining an innocent individuals psychology, and causing them intense mental stress, perhaps for pleasure.

I have never been arrested for committing a crime, and I have not hidden dark secrets, nor a sorted past. The people who took part in what is presented above committed a crime that is not only close to intense slander, but heinous.

Alcoholics Anonymous and other 12 Step Groups may very well help people, but from my experience there is an element within these groups that behave as criminal mobs out to harm people, if that means that they can have power and control. The experience that I endure is similar to rape, in that the victim is powerless, and totally at the mercy of the perpetrator.

links http://www.psychologicalharassment.com/ http://www.newswithviews.com/Stuter/stuter78.htm

South Coast Recovery, One Person’s Psychological Torment

While at South Coast Recovery in San Juan Capistrano, the writer of this text endured ongoing psychological harassment, that extended into Alcoholics Anonymous meetings at Dana Point Harbor, and South Coast Medical Center’ s Psychiatric Medicine Ward, Laguna Beach.

This blog is written in hopes that the writer may present accurately the harassments that were on going, as well as related, at the above places. It is hoped that the people who were involved in harassment activities are identified, and brought to accountability.

What will be presented below is a narrative that describes what had to have been an organised psychological assault on one person, who is a victim the accumulated effects of such an assault. This is the first post in a series that endeavors to shed light onto what is perhaps a less salient form of harm done to others within our society, namely, psychological violence.

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Institutional Psychological Harassment one account of

Psychological harassment is a serious crime, and just as in other forms of harassment, the victims is helpless in attmepting to combat what is talking place. Harassment within institutions can be intense as the harassment activity may be widespread amongst fellow members of the institutional community. The victim will inevitably feel isolation.

Psychological harassment, being the broadest kind of harassment, is malicious and criminal. Members of Alcoholics Anonymous and NA terrorize, demean, and stalk one individual to cause humiliation and isolation, overall harm. Sensitising the victim to topics such as rape, child molestation and more, these people, some of whom may have actually committed such heinous crimes, have proven to be weak morally, and empty intellectually. One victims account of being terror stalked, psychologically raped by individuals acting as a groups at AA and NA in Dana Point Harbor, California.